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After a few months into round one of job searching, I took myself out on a reality check. Sometimes it's been so helpful to whip out some paper and make some lists about what's currently going on in my life, my fears and state the facts. One of my new mottos is, "When life is hard, make a list." At the time, all of my jobs were ending, my housing contract was coming to a close and the job rejection letters were pouring in. It was time to rework my fears and doubts before I implemented my plan to become Miss Rip van Winkle. When in doubt, avoid it, right? Unfortunately, avoiding the hard stuff typically doesn't help in the long-term. (I'm all for a good veg-out session, though!) As before, taking the time to simply articulate what's crazy talk and what's legit helped clear my head. I prefer to deliberately include the outlandish fears I have. They're real and deserve acknowledgement. You can live intentionally with passion and purpose as God's beloved - even when life is really hard. Make a Few Lists I've gotten into the habit of whipping out this outline when it comes to interviews and rejections, housing failures, guys, break-ups, and so on. It keeps me real... and laughing at myself. Honestly, there isn't a set science for doing this. Do what works for you. It can be super helpful to just dump out all the frantic thoughts running through your mind. Think about what's going on in your life. What does it look like right now? What are your big fears? Are they realistic or blown out of proportion? As you can see below, I create my own categories for my lists: What's my immediate outlook: the pros and cons My fears Flip it: what are knowable facts Immediate Outlook When Life is Hard Cons: This sucks. Fact. Uncertain future. Housing. Jobs. How will I survive and pay bills? How will I pay off my loans? I'm gonna be paying off student loans forever! Where will I live? What do I do about my stuff? I can't make plans or commit to anything!! Pros: This is exciting. Anything is possible. fact. Characteristics: young, single, capable, motivated and energetic Can do anything and go anywhere Can pursue big dreams Shape career however I want Wide-Eyed Frantic Fears Never get a job Get into debt Have to sell everything Have to move in with my parents Get stuck with people who give me the creeps (plenty of unwanted guy attention at the time) Homeless, hopeless, desperate, depressed, lonely, and lost Shanty on the river Gonna be a loser and forever keep disappointing myself Flip It: Face the Facts I will get a job. It may not happen quickly. I may juggle multiple jobs for years, but I can be satisfied with my life. Whatever and wherever I end up. I've planned ahead for potential poorness. I'll be okay. Mom and Dad will help me if need be. (Yeck.) I have too many options to have to move home. I choose where I apply. Learning to live without my bed, my dishes, my books and practically everything I own might be good for me. Who really wants to use that snappy red kitchen table anyway? (sigh) I have too many reasons to hope & support to get…homeless, hopeless, desperate, depressed, lonely, lost, and move into a shanty on the river. List Magic This time, after I whipped up these lists and reviewed them, I could breathe again and come up with tactics to beat the fear beast down. What a relief! I hope taking the time to make a list by jotting down your fears and facts helps you move forward in your season of life. You can do this! You can live intentionally with passion and purpose as God's beloved.

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